Jerred Mars Visit - November 16, 2013

On November 16, 2013 Jerred Mars entered the chat in a much more apologetic tone than his last visit. He apologized for his behavior and explained that he was unable to shake the need for help from the chat, and asked for them to return the following night so that he would be able to talk.

"Jerred" occasionally changes his username to "Jarred_Mars" and will begin using all caps. He also refers to this other "Jarred" as though it was another person. It's implied that this is a violent alternate personality. Butterfly names will be substituted for usernames; and logs have been edited for the sake of clarity. Personal information has been redacted.

November 16, 2013

Jerred_Mars enters the chat
Goose: …You kidding.
Samuelis: So, to what do we owe the pleasure?
Jerred_Mars: Hi, so…this is difficult
Denitza: What's difficult?
Jerred_Mars: I mocked you before…oh hey, its you guys you help people but well…you do.
Did you seriously just say you were sorry for mocking us?
Loxura: Are you seriously asking our help?
Jerred_Mars: I spent so long thinking there was no hope for that. I well, maybe I was wrong maybe there is no hope anyway.
"Jerred_Mars" changes username to "Jarred_Mars"
Samuelis: Do you legitimarely want help, or is this some other way to mock us?
Jarred_Mars: HOPE IS FOR THE FUCKING DEAD THERE HAS NEVER BEEN HOPE
guest_24601: If you need help, I suggest you ask. These people are good people.
"Jarred_Mars" changes username to "Jerred_Mars"
Jerred_Mars: damn it GOD DAMN IT, every time there is a moment even a single moment of sound thought every single FUCKING TIME
Samuelis: Calm down Jerred, it's okay. We're listening.
Philenor: Yes take deep breaths and exhale slowly.
Jerred_Mars: Last night…when he was…I just…
Guest_24601: You have problems, they will understand, say your piece.
Jerred_Mars: I don't know…you are right…about me. I am sick…
Loxura: I don't think you were always sick though.
Samuelis: Your actions are not one of a sound mind, that's for sure…but it doesn't mean that there isn't hope. You can stop this.
"Jerred_Mars" changes username to "Jarred_Mars"
Jarred_Mars: THERE IS NO STOPPING IT THERE IS NO END TO IT
Roppop: Shh, it's alright. Breath.
Samuelis: I was talking to Jerred, not you JARRED.
Guest_24601: Not with that attitude, no.
Jarred_Mars: YOUR FRIEND WILL DIE ALL OF YOU WILL DIE IF NOT HIM SOMEONE WILL KILL EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU.
Papilio: You don't have to kill anyone. You still have a choice.
Roppop: Please relax.
"Jarred_Mars" changes username to "Jerred_Mars"
Urbanus: WE AINT TALKIN TO YOU
Jerred_Mars: god dammit shut up SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP
Urbanus: I think its safe to say, we can't really hold you accountable for that thing's actions so take a deep breath and talk to us.
Jerred_Mars: That thing?
Chat: Jarred.
Allyni: If he interrupts again, we won't take it personal
Jerred_Mars: Hes always talking always in my head always pushing never stopping. I hate it…me…I hate…me…
Urbanus: No, it's not you.
Jerred_Mars: I…I can't…I can't do this. I can't do this…not now…I will come back.
Chat: Ok.
Jerred_Mars: Tomorrow…tomorrow night I will come back and try again.
Papilio: We'll be here.
Jerred_Mars: I. Thank you…
Jerred_Mars leaves the chat

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