RoivasSevil Visit - August 31, 2013

31, 2013 RoivasSevil returned to the chat, having returned Natalie to the real world. She discusses what happened and is updated by the chat as to the events of the past few months and what has occurred in her absence. Upon discovering that the company behind the Weaver were killed the same night she returned Natalie from the Dark Place she grew guilty and emotional, worried that she may have been to blame. She later returned to chat and seemed to relive a memory of herself, or another, before reverting back to her original self. She assured that chat that she was fine and felt unusually good before leaving.

RoivasSevil typically comes in chat with a blue camera with small animated butterflies flying around the screen, during this visit, the video feed was heavily distorted. RoivasSevil will not speak until multiple Butterflies are on camera, and have changed their names to their given Butterfly names. RoivasSevil usually speak in a backwards alpha-numerical cipher which has been transposed into regular text for this transcript. The transcript has been edited and user-names have been changed to Butterfly names for the sake of clarity. Personal information has been redacted.

August 31, 2013

RoivasSevil enters the chat
RoivasSevil: Hello my butterflies. <3 I have missed you.
Chat: We missed you!
RoivasSevil: I am sorry it took so long…It is not your fault, the dark place is just very large.
Urbanus: Roivas, did you get my letter?
RoivasSevil: :3 Yes thank you <3 I take it we have catching up to do? Tell me, what happened to Allyni?
Hesperiaris: She got Caught out of the Dark Place, is what.
Inachis: Help3r made her do a thing that sacrificed her light in order to wake up Caught.
Urbanus: She is "hollow".
Antiopa: Explain to her the other happenings to like the dreams and the blindness.
Urbanus: But still amazing and fabulous, then doyht hitched a ride, and that was a thing.
RoivasSevil: You…will have to be more clear.
Apollo: Possession, of sorts. Hostage situation.
Urbanus: He would like, take over her.
Denitza: Sprung an ultimatum on us, the bastard did.
Urbanus: And speak through her sometimes, made her have terrible nightmares about dying that would leave real injuries. Broke her ankle at one point. We tried to blind it, but it just made her blind.
RoivasSevil: …No…is she…Ok?
Urbanus: She is now.
Hesperiaris: Oh, yeah, she's fiiine.
Urbanus: Mostly.
Samuelis: As well as she can be.
RoivasSevil: Oh! Ok…Good.
Apollo: Yeah, the situation was handled, she's healing now.
Urbanus: We're helping her get better :3 Didn't have much of a choice. Like he literally told her there was no air, and she couldn't breathe. It was scary. After doyht hopped off, Allyni's had some depression issues, PTSD, but she's been coping. Mirrors called her a murderer and I think she took that hard.
RoivasSevil: You said Help3r made her do this to her light?
Apollo: He asked her to. Caught was dying. It was the only way. She did it willingly.
RoivasSevil: So it was her choice then?
Chat: Yes, it was.
RoivasSevil: Ok, good.
Apollo: Like, he said it with that word.
Samuelis: He gave her a doll and lots of flowers.
Apollo: That he cares about her.
Selene: His words were "I care about this woman."
RoivasSevil: I am just glad it was her choice. No one should have their light stripped from them.
Urbanus: Very true.
RoivasSevil: Speaking of…I remember Thyodamas.
Chat: That's great!
RoivasSevil: I feel terrible that I could not before…
Apollo: Yeah, her light in the Dark Place.
RoivasSevil: Yes, I see both.
Septentrionis: Lasaia too? Or both parts of Thyodamas?
RoivasSevil: Thyodamas, and Thyodamas' Light
Apollo: What about Lasaia? Can you see him at all?
RoivasSevil: Yes. He is cute ^_-
kurthnagaglob: Roivas, a question - can you see Allyni?
RoivasSevil: I seem to be able to see many new things. I can see Allyni, though she is light-less.
Hesperiaris: What other new things can you see?
RoivasSevil: I could see Scott…Just before Natalie was pulled him…Or…More I could feel him…I feel like something is changing…in me…I feel…Good…
Kurthnagaglob: What have you felt about Thyodamas Light? Do you know exactly what's been going on with her?
RoivasSevil: I think so…but it is still odd.
Apollo: Understandable. |Well, let's keep an eye on it. As long as all signs continue to point to good things, then.
Denitza: It's odd to feel good?
Hesperiaris: Or is odd to feel at all?
RoivasSevil: I can't really remember contentment…Let alone feeling…good. So…It is odd.
Chat: Hugs!
RoivasSevil: <3 :3
Chat: Let's keep going, we have a lot of ground to cover.
RoivasSevil: Ok, tell me.
Hesperiaris: Loxura?
Urbanus: Someone/thing got it's teeth set on Loxura, something very strong. It comes in as "Searching_For_Loxura" but changes to like, hunting Loxura, or hurting Loxura.
Roppop: Found Loxura.
Urbanus: It seems incredibly single minded.
Hyparete: Giant spider looking thing.
RoivasSevil: …hrm.
Urbanus: It dragged him into the dark place at one point,it's so strong. It's physically hurt him.
Apollo: Tortured him both psychically and psychologically for what felt like months to him.
Hesperiaris: But we found help in the form of "The Weaver" that seem to be shielding him from Sfl.
Urbanus: We think it looks like one of doyht's puppets maybe? It says loxura hurt it.
Glaucopsyche: It said it's related to (but not working with) Doyht.
Urbanus: But in the Dark Place, it's this huge giant spider thing.
RoivasSevil: Oh…this weaver…I did see an odd…form…around Loxura. I wondered what it was.
Urbanus: Yeah, that's what it probably was.
Glaucopsyche: So you did see him when he was there?
Urbanus: Yeah, loxura said he felt like he was in the Dark Place for ages, being tortured by that thing.
RoivasSevil: It was hard to make out, fluctuating a lot…moving a lot…Not I did not see him here.
Urbanus: He wasn't in good shape when we got him out, but he's better now. Heliconioides has been taking good care of him.
RoivasSevil: This is a harsh place.
Septentrionis: Se we've heard. :(
Denitza: Sounds like a a complete shitpit.
Apollo: Thyodamas' Light has been describing what she sees there. And Loxura gave descriptions of what little he saw.
Glaucopsyche: Yeah, Loxura said he saw "Burning blue eyes" or something, I thought it might have been you.
Urbanus: Yes, Thyodamas' Light got him out, we lent her light. To help her get away from it.
Inachis: Yeah. I was on the phone with Loxura throughout it. It wasn't too pleasant. It was Thyodamas' Light.
RoivasSevil: Not me, I would remember seeing Loxura here.
Hesperiaris: Weaver put him in there because it was safer for him at that moment.
Antiopa: Perhaps we should talk about the weaver next?
Thyodamas: Oh and btw my light has to kill this SFL thingy.
Apollo: Weaver allowed SFL to pull him in. To save him from assassin.
RoivasSevil: At least I hope I would. Forgetting Thyodamas the way I did worries me.
Septetrionis: That was Mirror's influence though, we think. Even Help3r didn't know about Mirrors when it was messing with things.
RoivasSevil: In general…I just don't like feeling…weak…
Urbanus: You are not weak, Roivas.
Hesperiaris: You are Roivas, Warrior Princess.
RoivasSevil: *Xena Scream*
Denitza: You need a shakram too milady.
RoivasSevil: <3333
Kurthnagaglob: Roivas, after when Mirrors got to Thyodamas' Light, it bit her. And did some sort of power transfer.
RoivasSevil: …It…Bit her?
Chat: Yes.
Denitza: Teeth on the neckal area.
Urbanus: Yes, and it burned a lot.
Kurthnagaglob: And then she gained a physical form. In the dark place.
Apollo: Thyodamas still has the mark, right?
Thyodamas: And it still isn't going away on me ):
Septentrionis: It helped her get Loxura out.
RoivasSevil: …What kind of uncivilized dick bag bites someone?
Septentrionis: Wince when has Mirrors ever been civilized? He doesn't even wear pants.
RoivasSevil: …Hm…This thing needs to be taken care of…
Urbanus: Yes, but it's been quiet for now.
Denitza: Exterminated, more like.
Hesperiaris: Yes, yes it does.
Apollo: Thyodamas' Light wants it to do it again, though, because she feels too weak to fight SFL. And whatever that bite was, it gave her a body. And she wants it back.
RoivasSevil: There must be other ways…
Hesperiaris: God I hope so.
Thyodamas: There had better be other ways. I don't want to be a chew tow again ):
RoivasSevil: I don't understand how that thing can even do that…That is worrisome…Creating form is not easy task…
Urbanus: Yeah, you sure went through it to get yours.
Hesperiaris: There was a burning sensation that accompanied the bite, according to Thyodamas' Light.
RoivasSevil: A process I feel is not yet over…in my case. As I said…I feel…good.
Urbanus: Good.
RoivasSevil: Tell me about this Weaver.
Urbanus: Okay, when things were getting bad with sfl, Caccee Foss gave us an idea about an urban legend she'd heard of: The Weaver. So we did the thing cause none of our rituals were working.
Inachis: We don't know too much about the weaver itself, but the politics surrounding it we got sorta flung into.
Urbanus: Apparently it's a sort of force of nature that protects people, but it's got…HAD this whole organizations of people around it. Like bad ass people, with guns and shit, who can hack computers and beat people up.
Hesperiaris: They were frightening. And scary. And dicks, for the most part.
Wollastoni: But some of them were and are our friends.
Urbanus: Two brothers, Warren and Devin. They grew up together, no blood relation, but brothers none the less. Anyway, this warren fellow was put with us, kinda moderating things. Then he realized how tangled up in the dark place we were, and shit quickly got complicated. His brother Devin came in to warn us against what we were doing, didn't want his brother getting hurt, but the more the other people looked into our case, the more they didn't like what they saw. Eventually, they saw us as a liability, and wanted to get rid of Loxura's connection to the weaver. And they figured the best way to do that was to get rid of loxura, which, obviously, didn't roll well. They ordered Devin to kill him, and he refused. So they killed him fro refusing, was very very sad. And when they went after Loxura, the weaver actually went after them.
RoivasSevil: …God…
Urbanus: Took 'em all out.
Hesperiaris: During all this, a new group of people came into power of "Weaver Co."
Urbanus: That's when things started getting nasty. After they tried to get loxura, they went after Warren. He's got a different sort of connection to the Weaver, and they tried to sever that I think.
Hesperiaris: Kept him in a fucking cage…
Urbanus: This is when it gets bad, real bad. Warren heard screaming a few nights ago.
RoivasSevil: It was not bad already?
Septentrionis: It get's worse, love.
Urbanus: Yes, they told Laparus he had to kill these two monster brothers, or they would kill Loxura. And he had to do it alone, no help, no nothing.
Inachis: Serial killer brothers that tried to get Antiopa, so Help3r sort of saved her, faked her death or some shit. I can't remember what he did. But it looked real bad as shit and pissed us all off.
Apollo: He almost killed her. Then decided not to and saved her instead. But it was all to throw off the brothers.
Urbanus: At one point, Antiopa decided to go to Seattle, and Help3r met her there. Knocked her out and shit but apparently he threw them off their scent so to speak. His was a few months ago mind you. Sorry, we seem to be all over the place here.
RoivasSevil: It is ok, I think I am following…
Septentrionis: If you need us to slow down and clarify something, let us know.
Urbanus: She came back from her trip, found a vid in her luggage with a locked file we've yet open.
RoivasSevil: Why did she go to Seattle…? …At all…?
chat: It was vacation.
RoivasSevil: Ok…
Urbanus: Still haven't gotten it open, we dunno what's on it, something she needs to remember. You know how help3r butt is.
Apollo: From Antiopa: "I went there just in case Caught woke up so I could help. It was a really fucking stupid reason looking back.
RoivasSevil: Hmmm.
Urbanus: Anyway, while she was there, these two brothers decided hey look, "let's go after that chick". And one of them is like a crazy ass strong fucking cannibal thing, idk, dark place versions of hannibal lecter, without the nice accent or table manners.
RoivasSevil: It is ok sweetheart…Do not go back in front of the death bus please. Or we will be having a different conversation.
Urbanus: And now Larapus has to kill these brothers.
RoivasSevil: What…am I forgiving you for exactly Urbanus?
Urbanus: so um…I got a thing for poking serial killers I guess.
RoivasSevil: Oh darling…why?
Urbanus: Okay, so…not long before your place got destroyed, I had a moment of stupidity and posted the layout to my apartment, with the words "HEY SHOWTIME!" and traced out routes to my room >_>
RoivasSevil: You are lucky you are pretty.
Urbanus: Anyway, later that month, I was doing a live stream or a drawing I was doing and lo and behold showtime showed up. "Thanks for the layout of your stage blah blah", "will be useful blah blah". I figured he meant for me; not that lucky unfortunately.
RoivasSevil's screen goes grey
Chat: Calm down red, can we get more butterflies on cam?
RoivasSevil goes off cam
RoivasSevil leaves the chat.
RoivasSevil enters the chat
Chat: Welcome back.
RoivasSevil: Darling, you need to make this right…I am sure you know that. I believe you <3
Urbanus: He's gonna do two because I couldn't keep my damn mouth shut. I'm so sorry. I'm trying to save the second one.
RoivasSevil: Nope, try again. He's not going to do two. We will not let them.
Urbanus: You're damn right.
RoivasSevil: Tell me about this other girl. How do you know who t is?
Urbanus: Help3r. I asked for his help, and he sent me information.
RoivasSevil: …Really?
Urbanus: I know, right?
RoivasSevil: …huh…
Urbanus: She has my name. She's a dancer, I was a dancer.
Apollo: whoda thunk. He's been doing a lot of unexpected things lately.
Urbanus: So was the first victim.
Inachis: Did you catch that we've found out about several showtime kills of people that seemed like us and one dude that was like Hyparete was sent to us by showtime. It's a bit dick.
RoivasSevil: Well sweetheart…I think you need to prepare to take a trip.
Urbanus: To where?
RoivasSevil: It was you who put this person in danger, you have to help her. But you know that.
Urbanus; Seattle is really far away.
Selene: I can offer my couch to crash on while you're here! <3
Wollastoni: Babe, you can do it. <3
RoivasSevil: I cannot protect people who are not of the family.
Urbanus: I know, I know this. Seattle?! Everyone who goes there dies!
RoivasSevil: It is your choice, I won't tell you what to do. I am just trying to say…I don't think there is anything I can do…I can tell you this though. I only said you have to go, because I know it is what you wish you were brave enough to do in this instant. I would not tell you anything, you do not already feel, yourself.
Urbanus: I want to say that I've already said that I would do anything to save this girl, but I don't want to take her place.
RoivasSevil: I am sorry, I really did not mean to pressure you.
Urbanus: No, but you are right though. I'm just really scared.
RoivasSevil: For not darling, think about it. Maybe we can find another way. I don't know.
Urbanus: No, you are right, but I have not way to contact this girl.
Hyparete: Unknown could prolly get her info.
Urbanus: We have no idea when she could come back in. It could be months!
RoivasSevil: And for the record, I am not angry at you. That would be a waster of time. I am…worried…though. well you can be angry, if she dies. And, she won't. So neener neener you don't get to stay angry =P. If you are going to do this, you have to go in to win.
Urbanus: It's not like I want to lose.
RoivasSevil: Then stop doubting yourself. Besides…there are other ways to travel then plane.
Urbanus: Well I can't drive there. And I'm not taking a train. Fuck trains.
RoivasSevil: No…*other* ways.
Urbanus: What do you mean?
RoivasSevil: You got me babe. Only if you choose to take that path. I need you to really think about it first. I can protect you to a point, but you need to come to this choice on your own. No…I mean you need to really make sure you want to go. Maybe there are other ways.
Urbanus: No, no, I have to do this, and stop showtime.
RoivasSevil: You know…never mind…
Urbanus: What do you mean never mind?
RoivasSevil: I don't know where my head is no…we will find another.
Urbanus: Heading to Seattle or stop showtime?
RoivasSevil: Going there would be rash, and stupid and dangerous.
Urbanus: No I have to go there.
RoivasSevil: No, there are places, everywhere that have…cracks. Like the alley, that house Caught was in. These are one of the things I find myself seeing more clearly.
Urbanus: So what, I walk into a Dark Place house and I'm in Seattle?
RoivasSevil: Likely you come out in Canada, or something, but closer.
Urbanus: Canada?!
RoivasSevil: :3
Urbanus: But I don't have a passport.
RoivasSevil: Yes, give me time to actually figure it out.
Urbanus: Yes that would be great and figure out things for a while I'm there.
RoivasSevil: It does not matter, because I do not think you should go…
Urbanus: You said I should go!
RoivasSevil: I took it back! >o< Well, think about it, and I will work on it.
Urbanus: I think we both know I already made up my mind.
RoivasSevil: I would rather you did not go.
Urbanus: I need to do this.
RoivasSevil: I am tired, we need to continue. I cannot maintain this for too much longer.
Kurthnaglob: So you already know what happened with you and Natalie Monday night, I believe.
Thyodamas: And when this is done I wanna ask a thing.
Kurthnaglob: But we also had a visit from Warren two nights later. The weaver co guy. Warren was being held hostage by the higher ups in his company more or less. And they were apparently running experiments on him. When he heard screaming. And to make a short story short, he was something take everything from Weaver co. Saved himself. I don't think we need to say what that something is.
Urbanus: Tall and faceless.
Kurthnaglob: there was a log of smoke and fire. Warren described him as "Cloaked in the smoke". I think that's the gist of that night…the Beast took Weaver co.
RoivasSevil: Ok…that does seem to be what it does…
Urbanus: Yeah, seemed kinda out of character to us too, but it took everyone but Warren.
Apollo: And we don't know why it targeted them.
RoivasSevil: Weird…why?
Chat: We don't know.
Kurthnaglob: We have been told that things that researched it, at least from Weaver co got targeted by it.
Urbanus: Help3r blames us/you as usual.
RoivasSevil: Wait…what?
Hesperiaris: I think, honestly, he was frightened and wanted to apply logic to it…
Septentrionis: Help3r seems to think that it has some connection to what happened with you and Natalie.
RoivasSevil: How does that even work?
Kurthnaglob: He said there was a trend of the infection, being you, caused harm.
Septentrionis: We don't know. He came in, said that it couldn't just be a coincidence.
RoivasSevil: Oh…ok god…you don't think…I broke something…getting her out oh god…but…no
Hellion: Do you?
Hesperiaris: I hope not, but to be honest, the timing is a bit…odd.
Zephyr: Could it have something to do with the memories that were disturbed when Natalie and you did the thing?
Hellion: You have said in the past that there are "No Coincidences"
RoivasSevil: …I don't know. I…I hope not…but it's not impossible. Oh…oh god. If I did…then…I got those people…killed. FUCK
RoivasSevil's screen goes red
RoivasSevil: Why is it always fucking something this shit does not stop. Fuck. Fuck Fuck Fuck
Urbanus: It's not your fault.
RoivasSevil: You do not know that. What bring people back the fuck to life? So no I don't fix anything.
Chat: Roivas, it's not your fault…
RoivasSevil's screen returns to normal
**RoivasSevil: You know…no. It's fine. It is just fiiiiiiine.
Urbanus: Roivas, are you ok?
RoivasSevil: I am creeeping myself out. I was just trying to help…and now I killed people.
Urbanus: You didn't kill anybody. Help3r is a dick. Do I need to smoosh your face?
RoivasSevil: I don't have a face smartass XP But if I did let it out. I don't know what to do anymore.
Urbanus: We will keep calm and carry on.
RoivasSevil's screen goes flashing blue
Chat: Roivas, calm down.
RoivasSevil: Its not caged though, it does whatever the hell it wants. I can't talk about it anymore. Or it will…I can't talk about it anymore…
RoivasSevil's screen goes back to normal.
Glaucopsyche: Names first then questions.
RoivasSevil: I cannot do that today. It is not a good time. Not while…not now.
Thyodamas: Can I ask something?
RoivasSevil: Please do…I have to leave soon. I have to move.
Thyodamas: So Roivas any thoughts on how to make a form? Or do I just have to get ~~~creative~~~
RoivasSevil: If I did, I would have one myself dear…
Thyodamas: Well, you have an outline thing so that's close enough.
RoivasSevil: SHHH Everyone…
Chat: Ok.
RoivasSevil: I want to tell you something. I told you once…That I could not tell you things…Because I would be heard…
//RoivasSevil's screen goes black
Chat: Come back Roivas!
Glaucopsyche: She said sssh.
RoivasSevil: It. Always. Listens.
RoivasSevil's screen returns to normals
RoivasSevil leaves the chat
RoivasSevil enters the chat, her screen is black
RoivasSevil: I feel like there is-iss…
RoivasSevil's image appears, but borders disappear
RoivasSevil begins speaking in plain text, rather than code
RoivasSevil: -kind of fad or some shit. Like…
Wollastoni: Um.
Charithonia: Roivas…
RoivasSevil: why book us and not use us?
Chat: WHAT.
RoivasSevil: What is the point of that?
Chat: What is happening??? Are you ok?
RoivasSevil: Like cancel at the last minute and shit.
Charithonia: You're not speaking in code. Hey!
RoivasSevil: Wait what? You talking to me?
Charithonia: Roivas?
Hybridkylin: Did we accidentally catch another signal?
RoivasSevil: Roivas?
Charithonia: You are Roivas.
Glaucopsyche: …who are you?
RoivasSevil: Lilly.
Chat: Hi Lilly.
RoivasSevil: You know my name o_O You guys dicking with me?
Urbanus: Are you dicking with us?? Are you okay? Where are you?
RoivasSevil: I'm…cool. What are you freaking out about?
Charithonia: Can we assist you Lilly? Do you need anything?
Denitza: How did you get here?
RoivasSevil: Um…I'm at my place…Seriously you guys are acting so weird.
Baptisiae: Do you know who we are?
RoivasSevil: Of course…ok guys seriously the jokes are not funny.
Mari: Lilly, does the phrase "Dawn Flower" mean anything to you?
Antiopa: Who are we then?
Apollo: Okay, if you know who we are, tell us our name.
Glaucopsyche: Okay tell us who we are if you're sure. Because we don't seem to know shit.
RoivasSevil: dawn flower…
RoivasSevil's screen flickers to black
RoivasSevil resumes speaking in code
RoivasSevil: Hello my butterflies.
Chat: Are you ok?
RoivasSevil: ?
Antiopa: You didn't code, you just stopped. You called yourself Lilly?
Charithonia: Had a different name too
Hellion: Something about booking us.
Glaucopsyche: Are you sure it was her? What if it was some weird interference.
9802: And your name is Lilly?
Apollo: Didn't know who Roivas…
RoivasSevil: I'm ok…I don't remember coming back in here though…
Urbanus: You went all weird and you weren't talking code, and were calling yourself Lilly and you were like us.
RoivasSevil: …huh…
Mari: I said - the name we do not say- and you switched back.
Apollo: Do you remember that name?
Mari: Sorry about that btw
Charithonia: You still seemed to know us though.
RoivasSevil: I feel fine are you ok?
Chat: Yes, but are you?
RoivasSevil: Well this is new.
Urbanus: Yeah, your came border is all gone.
Hesperiaris: We are just so confused…so, y'know, nothing new.
Antiopa: uh, yeah I would imagine so…
RoivasSevil: I'm sorry? I guess. I don't know what happened.
Urbanus: You don't remember what happened, do you? Do you feel different at all?
Roppop: Does anything look different to you?
Antiopa: We don't know what happened either dear.
Hesperiaris: Well, s'long as you're safe and fine…
Apollo: Might wanna keep an eye on whatever that was.
Antiopa: This Lilly said she was at "Her place" no idea what that means.
RoivasSevil: Yes, i told you, I felt different.
Apollo: and it sounded like she was trying to set up a music gig or something and it got cancelled.
Denitza: Do you still feel "Good"?
RoivasSevil: Ok, I think it may be time.
Chat: For?
RoivasSevil: I need to figure out how to do something. I will greet the new members of the family soon! :3 I promise. Be safe my butterflies. <3
Chat: You too!
RoivasSevil: Xena scream with tons of back-flips We will talk soon! <3
RoivasSevil leaves the chat

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