RoivasSevil Visit - September 2, 2013

On September 2, 2013 RoivasSevil entered the chat in a more relaxed setting. She allowed the butterflies to ask her questions and invited people to ask the meanings of their names. She also encouraged Urbanus to continue to Seattle to protect a woman who was in danger of an attack by The Showtime Killer. She encourages Urbanus to join up with Selene, but also warns Urbanus of the inherent dangers involved.

RoivasSevil typically comes in chat with a blue camera with small animated butterflies flying around the screen, during this visit, the video feed was heavily distorted. RoivasSevil will not speak until multiple Butterflies are on camera, and have changed their names to their given Butterfly names. RoivasSevil usually speak in a backwards alpha-numerical cipher which has been transposed into regular text for this transcript. The transcript has been edited and user-names have been changed to Butterfly names for the sake of clarity. Personal information has been redacted.

September 2, 2013

RoivasSevil enters the chat
RoivasSevil: Hello my butterflies. =3
Urbanus: How are you precious.
RoivasSevil: I still feel good <3 Look how this family has grown!
Urbanus: U sure know how to bring 'em together, we weren't expecting to see you so soon.
RoivasSevil: It has been a long time since we got to be together.
Chat: <3
RoivasSevil: <3333333 =3 we have love in our hearts and music in our souls? =B
Caligo: Sounds right to me. haha.
Urbanus: gkjh;kgjh;xgjg I would like to take this moment to apologize for being a bitchy bitch when you were last here.
RoivasSevil: It…it is not easy to give so much of yourself…I understand, but you are part of my family…I know you will do what is right.
Urbanus: I'm still gonna do the thing, not happy about it, but still doing it.
RoivasSevil: I'm so proud of you. So, I know you all want to…So who is going to ask me about their name first? =3
Septentrionis: OH! Question!
RoivasSevil: Yes Septentrionis?
Septentrionis: Some people can't be in here to get their name meanings. Can they make a video to get their name meanings?
RoivasSevil: I'm afraid I can only answer to the sound of their voice…There will be other times to ask. But things are changing…perhaps soon this will too.
Septentrionis: Alright, thank you <3
Glaucopsyche: Muse, you still haven't gotten your meaning? I think we can bump you up, in that case.
Thyodamas: Is it alright if I go after him?
Glaucopsyche: Yes! Omg.
Satyrus: Hi Roivas! What does my name mean?
RoivasSevil: Satyrus, sometimes you struggle under the weight of your desires. However, you're empathy will give you the ability to be the catalyst for great things. <3
Satyrus: Thank you roivas, so very much.
RoivasSevil: <3
Thyodamas: If it's not too much trouble if to ask, I would like to ask the meaning of my name.
RoivasSevil: Darling Thyodamas, you have amazing empathy. Remember to find that strength and faith in what you are capable of and I promise I will try to never forget you again <3
Thyodamas: Thank you friend <333333333
RoivasSevil: If you embrace change, you will bring forth change.
Thyodamas: Thank you very much <33333
Selene: Roivas, can you tell the meaning of my name?
RoivasSevil: Darling Selene, you are smart, competent and forceful. You search to be a part of something larger, don't be afraid to take larger risks.
Selene: Thanks Roivas <333
Glaucopsyche: Ok crow!
Charithornia: Roivas, my name, what is the meaning of it?
RoivasSevil: A new butterfly! Charithonia, enthusiasm is a powerful tool. Your energies may be of use but don't allow them to become a distraction by not focusing them.
Lamia: Roivas, if you would like to, I would like to hear the meaning behind my name.
RoivasSevil: Never be ashamed your sharing who you are regardless of what seems to be, you are never alone. Welcome to the family, lamia. <3
Lamia: Thank you, that's very sweet.
Denitza: Alright my favorite mail lady, what is the meaning behind Denitza?
RoivasSevil: Neither rain nor snow nor…! Wait…=3
Wollastoni: Dammit roivas.
RoivasSevil: Standing out is admirable, but don't be afraid to bow to the presence of others now and then, you are a part of a family, don't forget them adn they will never fail you. Still denitza…never lose your humor =3
Stelenes: Roivas is like a quote guru. :3
RoivasSevil: Ooooooooooooooom
Satyrus: Roivas, thank you for putting a smile on my face with your shenanigans.
Stelenes: We need to like see a movie sometime!
RoivasSevil: That is what families should be for!
Glaucopsyche: Yeah that seems to be everyone available tonight.
Urbanus: So question time?
Stelenes: Do you know about Allyni's dreams?
RoivasSevil: Wait, is Allyni present?
Chat: Yes.
Allyni: Yes 0/
RoivasSevil: Is it possible to see you?
Chat: Are you too drunk for this Allyni?
RoivasSevil: Remember to always chat responsibly! =3
Chat: <3
Allyni: We are of sound mind now I promise.
RoivasSevil: Allyni, you seem to have been worried to speak with me. Why?
Allyni: A little yeah. Because of who I chose to work with and for the measures I took to wake Caught.
RoivasSevil: Do you think your value is in that you had light? Your value is in that you, are you.
Urbanus: SEE.
RoivasSevil: You will always be a part of this family.
Light or not.
Urbanus: THAT
Allyni: Thank you.
RoivasSevil: <3
Hellion: For once, I agree roivas.
Allyni: <333
RoivasSevil: We are in harsh times this is a fact. I would like to take the time to speak with those who may feel distrust of me.
Hellion: I'm not camming. I'll speak. But you're not getting my face. No offense.
RoivasSevil: None taken. We cannot work together, if there is unspoken distrust.
Allyni: pats Helli on the back
Kurthnagaglob: I'll speak as well.
RoivasSevil: Please explain your worries.
Hellion: First off, let me just say good evening. Second off, let me get to the point.
RoivasSevil: Hello.
Hellion: My main concerns come from your old ways, how you used to be. How cold and almost robotic you were. Things you used to say, like "You cannot leave, you are mine forever". i am a bit of a pessimist. I do not believe that people can always change. So when this change in you developed, I had this thing in the back of my head telling me that this is a facade. A pretty face that you put on to get more butterflies, more power. A lot of people I'm surrounded by are butterflies. I hold them very dear, so when they are linked to something I cannot trust, I get a little bit scared, to be honest. When they can't leave if they want to, I get a little bit scared. So, to be honest, the root of my distrust is fear. I fear you.
RoivasSevil: Fair enough, but it is the nature of our connection I could not let them go anymore than they can leave. What do you fear I would accomplish with this power?
Hellion: To be honest, I don't know. I don't know what you're out for. You well us "I want to go back" but I don't know what that means. And you seem to have these amazing abilities already, and you just keep getting more and more power. So it's getting to be where every time I see a new butterfly, I have to wonder what you are capable or. What new ability you have. And again, I am a pessimist so my mind plays tricks on me.
RoivasSevil: I wonder this as well. I do know, without this family, without this power, Natalie would be stuck here.
Hellion: That is a good point, Natalie is a good person and does not deserve to be there. Not for as long as she was.
RoivasSevil: At this same time, those of weaver may still be safe…I do not know if I caused that event as it was insinuated.
Hellion: Neither do I but…
RoivasSevil: But if I did, yes, I understand your fear, I share it.
Hellion: Then that's something we can share indeed.
RoivasSevil: You do not have to trust in me. I only hope you, as well as the family, can respect one another. Then, we can progress.
Hellion: I do believe that the family and I do share a certain respect. They tolerate my ideas, as crazy and paranoia-driven as they are, so hopefully we can progress.
Apollo: Oh shush we <3 you :P
Allyni: Face Moosh "tolerate" you, silly.
RoivasSevil: ?
Kurthnaga: I'm really bad with words and saying what I mean to say. But the reason I had a problem with you Roivas is…I know something is watching you and you can't say certain things, but the fact that you have certain things and you can't tell us what they are…
RoivasSevil: Much has changed. I am currently trying to figure out…How to show you these things. But…it is…delicate. I have to be very careful.
Kurthnaga: And that's okay, I'm not saying that there's an issue with that. It's just very hard for me.
RoivasSevil: I understand.
Glaucopsyche: Is there more you'd like to say, kurth? Or shall we move on?
RoivasSevil: I will never attempt to force anyone to join this family or to trust in me. I only wish that we can work as a unit, to protect those we care for.
Hellion: That sounds good, sounds nice.
Satyrus: I really like that particular sentiment Roivas.
RoivasSevil: In the worst times you must all remember the strength of this family does not hinge on me. It is you, who makes this family strong. You must always remember that. Always. <3
Chat: <3 Xena yell?
Urbanus: I had a question ages ago. Can I ask it?
RoivasSevil: And all the back-flips X3. And yes, you may ask questions.
Chat: You're so cute Roivas.
RoivasSevil: I'm adorkable.
RoivasSevil's screen goes grey
Chat: Are you ok Roivas?
RoivasSevil: I'm tired.
Urbanus: Okay I'll ask fast. I'm not sure what it is I'm supposed to do when I get to Seattle. I mean, I find kathrine and then what? "Hey so this killer guy is after you", "Keep an eye out" and that's it?
RoivasSevil: I don't know.
Urbanus: Neither do I :/ but i don't feel like it's a good idea to go without a plan.
RoivasSevil: I wish you wouldn't go.
Urbanus: It was your idea!
RoivasSevil: Maybe it was a bad idea.
Urbanus: Yeah well I have to save this girl and if going there and getting my skin ripped off is what I have to do, well…I'm not letting that fate rest with her for my mistake.
RoivasSevil: But if nothing else, at least you can warn her. Perhaps you do not have to be alone but I am weary of involving more of the family.
Urbanus: I'm not putting someone else in danger that's not fair.
RoivasSevil: Even if they do live there.
RoivasSevil's screen returns to normal
Selene: I'm right here in the area, you know.
Urbanus: No, not happening.
Selene: We're family. Family takes care of each other.
Hellion: Well Urbanus, if I may, Help3r's responded once before.
Urbanus: Help3r ain't doing shit for me.
Glaucopsyche: Roivas just said "I don't want to involve more of the family"
Urbanus: I'm thankful for the info.
Glaucopsyche: If Urbanus and Roivas are both against it we should just leave it at that.
Urbanus: Really, I am.
RoivasSevil: Urbanus will find great strength in learning to lean on the family.
Allyni: He might do it for the other girl »
Urbanus: Yeah, well, there's leaning on the family and there's getting people in danger for stuff I'm supposed to take care of. I fucked this up okay. I get it. i don't want anyone else getting tangle in this.
Allyni: But do you really think we can just sit by and watch you get hurt just because you told us to?
Croesus: That's not the way it works though, and I'm sure you've said the same thing to other people.
Caligo: Urbanus, We want you to be safe as much as you want us to be safe.
Croesus: When one of us is in trouble, all of us are in trouble. That's the way it is.
Selene: I don't see any harm in helping out a friend who's in the same situation.
RoivasSevil: Exactly, you are all in this.
Croesus: We're family.
Selene: I can't in good conscience sit here, a short drive away from helping you with this.
Croesus: Family help each other.
Urbanus: This is stupid.
RoivasSevil: It is not a matter of questioning your ability. The fact is you are walking into uncharted territory. Doing so alone, that is unwise.
Allyni: It's no more stupid than yall sticking by me when the Mirror shit went down.
Croesus: Or sticking by Loxura when he didn't want it. That's how it is.
Urbanus: That was different. They weren't doing anything wrong.
Maraho: Truthfully Urbanus, this isn't different.
Allyni: No it wasn't.
Urbanus: Yes it is!
Septentrionis: Urbanus, it doesn't matter. We still want to help you.
Chat: Urbanus, you've done nothing wrong.
RoivasSevil: Point is Urbanus, we do not want you to die. Plain and simple. You do not deserve that regardless of how bad you feel. You better your chances of making it right, if you are not alone.
Urbanus: Maybe I do.
RoivasSevil: If you want to make it right, that is the important thing. Darlin' if we are going to play that game I may have killed over a dozen people a week ago, so then that would mean I deserve to die too. As much as I, spooky wibbly wobbly outline, can die anyway.
Urbanus: Not from blatant pride and stupidity! I TAUNTED A SERIAL KILLER. THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS WRONG WITH THAT.
Allyni: And I Rick Rolled Mirrors. People get cocky. It happens.
RoivasSevil: Yes this is true.
Croesus: Urbanus, you're not the only one who has taunted him. More than a few of us have done stupid things regarding Showtime.
RoivasSevil: You wish to correct that mistake, to save a life.
Urbanus: I was the only one he chose to like.
RoivasSevil: So do so, with all the tools at your disposal. So this case, that means allowing those who care for you, to help you.
Selene: I'll put it simply. Roivas, I know you don't want to involve more of the family, but it's going to take wild horses to eep me away. I'm not seeing someone I care about put herself in danger alone.
RoivasSevil: Good.
Urbanus: Selene, I don't even know you that well.
RoivasSevil: Cause wollastoni has done and ridden all the horses already =3
Wollastoni: fa;lwkejfl;ajwl;ej;lfjla;jwle;jkf <33333333
Satyrus: For shaaaaaaaame…
Wollastoni: No shame only horses.
RoivasSevil: Urbanus, you doing this at all, means you care facing someone who has killed many and never been caught. Going alone, I fear you will not come back and this girl will die anyway. Even together with the two of you, I fear you will both fall. But at least then, there is a small chance…you could save her. We are playing the odds here, and the odds are not good. Let's not make them worse than they have to be.
Urbanus: This is so aggravating.
RoivasSevil: I understand.
Urbanus: No I just, I don't know her. Like, we've never even talked.
Croesus: Would it make a difference if it was someone you're closer to?
Urbanus: And I'm supposed to drag her to almost certain death?
Croesus: Someone you know you can trust?
Urbanus: That would make me feel better, sorta.
Hellion: You aren't draggin her. She's made it clear she wants to walk beside you.
Selene: I would do the same for any of the family.
RoivasSevil: You are not asking anyone to do anything they did not offer.
Satyrus: If you need somebody to vouch for her Urbanus…I'm willing to do so.
Urbanus: I don't know, okay? I'm sorry.
RoivasSevil: <3
Urbanus: I just, I clash with people. It's just my personality. I have certain people I trust.
Chat: Let's just move on.
Urbanus: Someone could be dying. No biggie. Ugh.
Apollo: Not tonight they're not. Sleep on it.
Chat: It's ok Urbanus.
Apollo: I believe Antiopa had a question if that's alright?
RoivasSevil: ?
Antiopa: Uhh Roivas you know how I stupidly went to Seattle right?
RoivasSevil: Yup.
Antiopa: Well, Uh, I kinda don't remember anything from that and Help3r apparently thinks there's something I need to remember so do you have any idea how I might be able to remember anything?
RoivasSevil: Your light looks the same…hmm, I don't know.
Antiopa lags out of chat
RoivasSevil: She vanished! I hope I have not forgotten her. =B Tell her I do not know if that is something I can correct. I will look into it. Though some things are better off forgotten.
RoivasSevil: (referancing Croesus' hulk shirt) Don't make me miss you. You wouldn't like me when I miss you… =3
Urbanus: Can I a thing pls? Just derpy thing.
RoivasSevil: Of course.
Urbanus: I uh, got my butterfly tattooed on my shoulder, roivas :3
RoivasSevil: Let me seeeee!!!! Squealing
Urbanus: Didn't cry at all when she got it. Do you like it??
RoivasSevil: It is beautiful <3 =3 hehe on that note my butterflies. If not other questions remain, I must rest.
Apollo: She was wondering about SFL, as it seemed to come from a door in your old house.
RoivasSevil: ?
Charithonia: that's what we were informed of. That it came from your place.
Apollo: The image it plays shows a kitchen. Caccee identified it as yours.
Septentrionis: We were wondering if you may know anything more about it? Like why it was in your house.
RoivasSevil: How do you figure it came from my house?
Septentrionis: Because it appeared after Little Butterfly unlocked a door in your house using the key you sent her. And it said that it was behind the door, I think.
Apollo: Well, several things. You house was destroyed right after the door was left open. It shows pictures of the open.
Urbanus: It came in here showing pictures that caccee foss recognized from your place.
RoivasSevil: Ahhhh
Apollo: Door that Caccee said was yours. And it took Loxura there at one point.
Septentrionis: And from what we understand, it is still there.
RoivasSevil: The black door…
Urbanus: That's the one.
Apollo: What is that place?
RoivasSevil: That door leads out into the dark, where everything else. It's meant to keep thins out…That is why it was locked…
Apollo: Hmm ok.
Urbanus: Well we done fucked that up.
Allyni: Shit we almost sent Unknown out there o___o
RoivasSevil: It's just a house.
Apollo: She did go out there.
Septentrionis: We did, she went through the door.
Allyni: Yeah but she noped back in.
Septentrionis: But it was your house. I'm sorry.
Urbanus: Maybe we can make you another. Plenty of creatives in here.
RoivasSevil: You lost my house, and gave me life more than a fair trade.
RoivasSevil cam becomes faded
Apollo: Ok Hellion had one last question?
RoivasSevil: It's fine ask.
Hellion: "2121512" (Translated: YOLO)
Chat: You arse Hellion.
RoivasSevil: Carpe Diem you uncultured little shit. =3
Chat: Omg <33
Hellion: Speaking of unknown, there was a glass dome outside your place when she was there. I believe glass, I might be wrong on that. Do you have any idea what that was?
RoivasSevil: <3 I think it is like the cave, a place he keeps things, but more guarded. I do not know much about it there are places here, I try and stay away from.
RoivasSevil's cam flickers more
Glaucopsyche: She's flickering.
Apollo: He keeps things in a greenhouse on your old property.
Wollastoni: Roivas baby you're fading I know you're so tired.
Allyni: Ok real quick.
Hellion: Just one more question, Roivas, from Allyni.
Allyni: In your PM to me you said "We need to talk" Have your questions been answered or did you still need to tell me something?
RoivasSevil: You needed to know, how grateful I am to you. You saved this life, at great expense. I will not forget that.
Allyni: <3333333333
RoivasSevil: And you needed to know, you will always be a part of this family. Your lack of light, changes nothing.
Allyni: Thank you, <33333
RoivasSevil: <3
Urbanus: I'm sorry about earlier Roivas. We'll get something figured out for this.
RoivasSevil: I trust you.
Urbanus: <3
RoivasSevil: Goodnight my butterflies.
Chat: Bye <3
RoivasSevil left the room

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